It sucks to have someone address all your insecurities.
Telling you who they have always wanted or fantasize of is someone whom you’ve always wanted to be but can’t.
How they chose them over you and you know that they are everything you wanted to be but can’t as well.

Sometimes it’s not abt the person they choose. Sometimes it’s not the actions they do. It’s the thought.

I don’t deny i have very fertile imagnation and i think ALOT.
But my thoughts can’t be based on nothing right?

I too wanna be sexy.
I too wanna look slutty.
I too wanna be hot.
I too wanna be pretty.
Which girl doesn’t?

And I can be none of them.
And he chose someone with all those criterias over me.

I know maybe he don’t mean it that way.
I know he doesn’t think so much like me.

But I can’t help this feeling.

My brain is too active for my own good.